Confessions of a Closet Systems Buster

Messages from the Universe

Have you ever had a book practically leap off the shelf at you? Or maybe it seemed to light up so it jumped out from all the other books on the shelf, letting you know you HAVE to read it like your life depends on it?

I’ve had that happen twice. The first time it was Seth Speaks, by Jane Roberts, way back when I was in my early 20s. It totally transformed my view of reality and opened doors to a whole lot of questioning. It also paved the way for understanding the teachings of Abraham (Esther Hicks) when someone gave me a couple of their tapes many years later — another mesmerizing and life changing event for sure!

The second time the “jumping out from the shelf” thing happened was in 1994 when I was in my 4os. The book that leapt out at me was Earth, by Barbara Marciniak.

Reading it electrified me, firing codes and awakening dormant programs in my psyche. I couldn’t put it down until I reached the last page.

That led to reading Marciniak’s previous book, Bringers of the Dawn, which had the same electrifying effect (though her subsequent books did not).

These events came as answers to my heartfelt questions and my search for truth. Ask and you will receive!

Did they come from my Higher Self, from Source, the Universe, spirit guides, or some unknown force? I don’t know, but I knew they were true and they were meant for me in that moment.

What they revealed was that I was (and am) a systems buster.

Out of the Blue

These things seemed to happen out of the blue as I was going about my ordinary life, but my life was never really ordinary — not on the inside, anyway. And nothing is ever really out of the blue.

From the time I was about twelve years old I knew I had come to Earth on a mission, but I had no idea what it was. I wonder how many people have had a similar experience. It’s not something people usually talk about.

It bothered me a lot that I didn’t know why I was here. I knew it was for something big. I knew I wasn’t here to do it alone, but what was it and where were my cohorts?

Reading Barbara Marciniak’s books gave me a lot of the big answers. They reminded me that I was here as part of a team of systems busters. We take down old systems to make way for radical changes on evolving planets. We don’t have to DO much. It’s not about joining the political fray, or trying to manipulate the old 3D matrix to fix it or make it better.

No, that old system is what we came to dismantle, just by being here. Our very presence is disrupting. Our very consciousness, because we see reality in a new and different way. We remember another way of living and we carry that vibration with us wherever we go.

But Why Am I Telling You All This?

I’m not sure why this is my time to “come out of the closet,” so to speak. I just got a very strong feeling at the beginning of this year telling me it’s time to share my journey.

Maybe there is somebody out there who really needs to hear about it… just like I really needed to read Earth.

I’ve always felt a strong connection with the Pleiades, and here these Pleiadian teachers were reaching out through Marciniak’s books to make a connection and give me a message. Weird, but it feels so strong and true. And of course, there is always more to the story.

A Long Life of Learning

Anyway, here’s what I’ve learned as a systems buster over a lifetime of experiencing these and other similarly weird events, messages and otherworldly encounters. Maybe it will help someone out there make sense of this strange reality we all share:

1. We are not alone. There is always help available, whether you see it as coming from ancestors, angels, ETs, God, faeries, dragons, unicorns or a myriad of other benign beings who surround us in the unseen realms. Ask and they will assist… but you have to ask. Answers and help may come in unexpected ways — like books jumping out from shelves!
2. We come to Earth with a purpose. For some it is simply to enjoy life, and that is perfect for them. For others it is wielding the magic of co-creative transformation of the entire collective consciousness — acting as catalysts in a massive chemistry experiment that changes worlds.
3. Earth is being reborn and a beautiful new reality is emerging, fueled by the heartfelt desires of humanity and all sentient beings, including Earth herself.
4. For this new reality to emerge, the old encrusted 3D matrix “reality” of the past several thousand years has to crumble. All that is hidden must be revealed — the ugly secrets, the greed and malice, the plans to control and dominate. This is true in society at large and also within our inner reality. Many of us have been going though major purges, both physically and psychologically, as we clear out the toxic burdens of our past. The same is happening in politics, education, religion, medical systems, financial systems, and every other part of our society. It’s ugly, but it’s a good thing!
5. We are creating our reality in every moment and we can create a beautiful reality for ourselves, no matter what else is going on in the external world around us. Yes, there are horrible things happening, and if we can do anything to help, of course that is our calling. But usually these negative things we hear on the news are too big or too far away for us to do more than send blessings and maybe some money. To focus on them only feeds them, which is exactly what the old, crumbling order would like — hence the constant bombardment with negative news in the media. Focus on things you can appreciate and your reality will transform in positive ways, and that will ripple out to uplift every other being on the planet. We are all connected.
6. There is MUCH more good happening in the world than bad, though the media would like to convince you otherwise. For every problem there is a solution. All we have to do is CHOOSE the best options for our health, for the planet and for the well-being of all life:
   • Choose organic natural fiber clothing that doesn’t shed microplastics into the ocean via your washing machine (fibers that end up in our brains!).
   • Choose organic natural whole plant foods that support your health and don’t leave long-lasting chemicals in the environment, killing birds, bees, butterflies, frogs, farm workers (and hey, you’ll even take a big burden off the health-care system).
   • Choose to support companies that improve the planet — look at how they give back and how they safeguard the environment. Vote with your dollars.
   • Choose to get the animal products out of your diet. You’ll be healthier (check out Dr. Greger’s research at NutritionFacts.org if you don’t believe it) and it will do SO much to help our planet by stopping deforestation, preserving clean water, eliminating ocean dead zones, lowering greenhouse emissions, preventing pandemics and much more.
   • Choose to learn new ways to support the planet and your own body every day.
   • Choose compassion for animals, children, minorities, ecosystems… everyone!
   • Choose joy and love, creativity and kindness.
     

     

7. Magic is real. Just changing your habitual mindset to appreciation and joy will allow all the good things to flow to you. Abraham (Esther Hicks) doesn’t use the word “magic” often, but it’s actually all they really talk about. Life can be beautiful, fun, exhilarating, prosperous, harmonious. It’s up to you. Your thoughts shape your reality!

Are You a Systems Buster Too?

I wonder how many of my readers are secret systems busters. It’s one of those things you don’t usually bring up at a party, or on social media, but maybe it’s time. Maybe it’s time for us to come out and greet each other and congratulate each other on a job well done.

I once went to a book reading by Barbara Marciniak back when I lived in Santa Cruz, and I was astounded at the sheer beauty and light I saw in the group that gathered to hear her. These were the systems busters, quietly going about their lives, yet shining a beautiful light wherever they went. It was the most beautiful and uplifting gathering I have ever had the good fortune to attend, just because of the people who were there — our “Family of Light.”

Our path hasn’t been easy. It’s been a long, confusing challenge just living in this very strange world when we feel like we really belong somewhere else.

Me, I once lived among the elves in the faery realm, where everything was harmonious and gentle. I suspect I’ve lived in many other dimensions as well, but elf-land feels like home. But that’s a whole other story…

For now, it’s all about transcending the 3D matrix, anchoring my consciousness in joy, and watching the whole world transform. Woo hoo!

I hope you will join me.